Poetry Bug
Unity cracks open these days
And the little girl I knew to be so responsible is lost in the glitz and the crowd.
We are not what we wear
The sun shines
It is warm and the flowers are perfectly yellow and red
There are hands to hold, people to call,
There are fluffy cakes, shrimps, and wine –
Smile on –
Though one day, the inheritance will be split
The earth will crack open new tricks,
The grip will shake
And rue how it didn’t quite hold correctly in the crowd.
How though to stay put?
Things rub, things carry on
And love is forsaken
It is found someplace stilted
A high reaching ladder has been bought,
And it is made of greed.
Things rub, things carry on
The young will push and shove in time
And one house is certainly not enough.
So I run –
Because the white harbor is some years away -
And I must fight, crawl and despair in isolation
(being unmissed and shoved aside for poverty)
I wonder if there is love in the end.
I
Place this piece of the puzzle where you will
and I will try not to laugh too loudly
when it clashes with the pieces around it.
Resist the temptation to reshape it
to cut off the corners or glue on extra curves.
Let it lie gently, overlapping with the budding flower here
and disguising the bird’s curious gaze there.
Be satisfied with the empty gaps
where the green of the tablecloth shows through.
(I left the holes there for your imagination to fill in)
II
A jumble of color of shapes of images to sift through:
Will you go about it by choosing only those you need?
Or will you consider each one equally and give them each their place?
Some may slip and disappear; how may they be replaced?
Others will tangle together, out of anger or out of fear
To separate may hurt them, to not may make them useless
How will you go about it?
With patience for the process
Or with readiness for the results?
III
A full picture may be before me
but all I see are the cracks in between
the pieces
the cracks
the lines
the fissures
the divisions
a piece meeting another piece
and by pushing against each other with equal force
(holding onto each other dispassionately)
being locked into
a web
a network
a system
a structure
of pushing and holding
building a well-groomed, make-upped and posed snapshot
of glossy-finished, cardboard-backed and boxed, 1000 pieces, 12 inches
x 14 inches unity
on and on and on
that is how life goes
-a savage journey
filled with anger and scorn
nobody wants to see me succeed
nobody seems to care
when i look behind for company
i find noone is there
my daddy once told me
the trick is to learn
the ways of the world
it helps to be a chameleon
eat or get eaten is the rule
remember before its too late
it is a never ending journey
Rhyme?
Why do you wish to slaughter your words?
Breathe free, breathe fearless, breathe still.
The mighty wind will not jostle on a tune
Nor will it stop to a dot on a line
It will flow fully without boundaries.
So why do you wish to rhyme or swallow
The very words which could frolic in the wind?
Lighten the heart of a poor passing stranger,
Or thrive on the mind of a listening child.
So speak free, speak fearless, speak still.
Breathe without a path, without a rhythm.
Live without a meaning, without a rhyme.
For when you mold your speeches for beauty,
You crease your thoughts as prisoners,
Languishing in a cell that never grows.
Shout out the bars that you are wasting in.
Scream for the freedom you were wishing for.
For when the sun has set, the winds will ride on.
When the day has come, you will live on.
When your time has gone, you will speak on.
I am the truth
I am the deepest breath you take
I am the ripple on your conscious lake
I am the erotic sounds you fake
I am every heart you break
I am the lonely flickering light of hope
I am the final thread in humanity's rope
I am the sweat dripping from the trembling hands of the pope
I am the tiny bubbles you make with your soap
I am the sweet liquid you hide in your flask
I am the smile you wear behind your mask
I am the space between your first and your last
I am the answer to all the questions you ask
I float between the numbers where you imprison time
Being beyond your control, its only crime
I am the relief of your descent and the pain of your climb
I am the rhythm of your life and the soul of your rhyme





