Tell Me

Finally I got what I wanted from my true lies
Staggering myself to be at home safely,
I was reflecting myself through mirrors with bleary eyes.

I've got a feeling what if tonight is going to be my last night
Abate was I when I stood in front of my mom
Playing all those random things in my mind about how I used to fight.

I just got a new pair of Converse today
And I love the color.
But I'm not sure if they will match my uniform
Or make me look like horror.

Sinus, headache and back pain
All are happily traveling through my body.
While my mind thinks it's swine flu.
I am making things quite messy.

Scared I was when I got this bilious feeling
Trying to take it easily but receptively
I found my feet were swelling.

I want to put my new shoes on to make everything go well
I want to go bunjy jumping and raindancing.
Before I make my way to heaven or hell,
My super excitement to visit all the cafes and bars of Thamel is still on
I am absolutely ready to have some kick ass fun.

But that strange feeling is bothering me
Making me weak to face the coming hours
I'm wondering about tomorrow morning, if I can see
I don't want to die, definitely not now
Don't even want to think about when, where and how.

Tell me that I'm going to be fine.
Tell me that I will again shine
Tell me this time i will go out with my crush
Tell him to slow it down for me
To take me away from you but not to rush.